__________Living In My Lunatiquely Lemon World Of Confusions----------

Saturday, August 29, 2009

\I love you. And it kills me to see you in pain.//

I want her to smile like before, that childlike guilelessness and simple happiness

I want her to sleep with happy thoughts, untroubled by any worries

I want her to spend her time doing the things she loves, sewing or watching her dramas in peaceful contentment

I want her to be safe in her own little world, untouched by the darkness of human hearts and insatiability

I want her to be healthy, not having to suffer the pain of illness and helplessness as her coughing chokes her and leaves her weak

I want to give her the world

Like how she gave me my world and everything that I am now.

I'm Confused|Saturday, August 29, 2009|

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Sunday, August 16, 2009

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I injured my leg again today and felt so naseous that I had to sit out training for a few minutes. I can't seem to do my techniques properly and I always get overpowered.

本当に大嫌い、こんなに弱いの私。

I'm Confused|Sunday, August 16, 2009|

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Wednesday, August 12, 2009

\Oxymoron//

I

Am a walking contradiction and a living, breathing oxymoron to boot.

I

Am a perfectionist who is too lazy to be perfect.

I

Am a narcissist with a bloody inferior complex.

I don't think I suffer from split personality. Just very VERY volatile moods.
Probably.

I'm Confused|Wednesday, August 12, 2009|

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