__________Living In My Lunatiquely Lemon World Of Confusions----------

Sunday, June 14, 2009

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Thank you very much for guilt tripping me. God knows that is excatly what I need now.

SURE your work is a hell lot more important than my school work and prior appointments.
So in other words, you're telling me to get my priorities straight cuz your work is THE most important and you're also training me to grow up to be an irresponsible person who blows people off at her own convenience. If you tell me like that straight in my face, it's better. Seriously don't bullshit and give me the illusion of choices BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A FUCKING CHOICE.

Get mad at me. Then cool off and say that I can do whatever I want cuz I'm old enough to think for myself then give me the what 'give birth to a peice of char siew better, at least can eat the char siew' shit. After that, proceed to make my days as miserable as possible by dropping comments about how much I fucking owe you. You're lucky I actually care about you enough to let you bend me to your guilt tripping. Cuz if anyone else tried to do this to me, I'd rip them a new asshole in less than a second.

Isn't it great? Having children = having people at your beck and call because they owe you the gift of life.

I will bite my tongue and never tell you this to your face because you are still in a position to make me consider suicide. But I will die if I have to keep this to myself and grit and bear it. I am human, not some emotionless mindless minion. I have feelings but I doubt you will ever realise that because only you exist in your world.

Thanks for not caring about how I really feel and not even trying to understand me.

I'm Confused|Sunday, June 14, 2009|

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Its already the beginning of the last week of term break and guess what,
I HAVEN'T COMPLETED A SINGLE ONE OF MY SIX PROJECTS.

What I HAVE done is
- Auto slammed myself
- PWNed the other team at the relay race with my awesome team
- Melted partially at streetfest
- Got drunk from excessive 100 plus
- Had hangover from mentioned drunk period
- Gotten a full body muscle ache
- Crashed both my lappies

I am deader than a dodo.

I am gonna hope that I wake up one morning and find all my projects MIRACULOUSLY completed. Preferably before term break ends.

I'm Confused|Sunday, June 14, 2009|

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