Okay. Lately, cosplaying has been a really major thing with me. I've been thinking about cosplaying practically everyday since my Muses have all decided to boycott my brain. So I shall have a list of the characters I want to cosplay.
1. Ulqiorra from Bleach
2. Nekozawa from Ouran
3. The half-assed guy whose name I can't remember from the Fourth Squad from Bleach
4. Dabitto of JasDebi from DGM
So far its just these guys. And it's gonna be hard to do them well but I shall try my best when the day that I can cosplay them comes. Go me!
I wish you would quit guilt tripping me because I feel like I'm dying inside while trying to keep up a smile.
I wish you would stop asking me to do things way beyond my abilities because I don't know how to tell you no.
I wish you would stop forcing me to go there because I really hate being there.
I wish you would just understand because you're supposed to be close to me.
I wish you would try to consider my feelings because I do have feelings.
I wish you would stop bugging me because I have a life of my own, almost non existant as it already is.
If wishes were money, I'd be so filthy rich.
Is it a fact that since my exams are over, I don't need to have time of my own?
Mornings, dragged there at 8 to do stuff that I don't understand.
Every dawn, hoping and praying that perhaps, just maybe, I don't have to go
or hopefully, you will forget about me and leave.
There I do the things you ask me to.
Go to the toilet for the 10th time and dawdle there.
Watch the clock, hoping it would be 6 pm already.
Evenings, dinner.
Bug me about my table, the clothes, reading chinese crap to her.
I'm so free you see. So I have to do this and that.
Put down whatever I am doing to go do the things you ask me to.
And still that miserable attempt to smile.
From the moment I wake up to the precious precious time that I go to sleep.
Respite.
The blissful solitary sanctuary of my mind.
Then the whole fucking cycle starts again.
Look forward to Fridays when I can escape from that place and you.
Weekends when I get a little more time to myself.
One more interminable month to freedom.
Time passes so slowly. I feel like dying.
I mean, crying. Really.
Cross my heart and hope to die.
I'm bored and rotting and DAMN MOE FOR SCRAPPING THE 3 MONTH JC THING AND LEAVING ME WITH SHIT LOADS OF UNCERTAINTIES.
I feel super pissed and therefore I am posting.
First off. I just wasted 6 irretreiveable hours of my life rotting in R******M****** (I'm a bitch but not that bitchy.)
Out of the 6, 4 were spent doing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING PRODUCTIVE WHILE WAITING FOR AN OLD GEEZER TO ASK ME QUESTIONS THAT I COULD HAVE ASKED AND ANSWERED MYSELF, AND FOR THE SAID OLD GEEZER TO SIGN ON A STUPID SCRAP OF PAPER.
TWO FUCKING HOURS, MY FOOT AND OTHER NOT SO PLEASANT PARTS OF THE HUMAN BODY.
The nurse who said that should give me a fucking refund while I go kick the shit out of something.
And don't tell me I should go for anger management courses.
There were many breakable things in the stupid place where I was rotting and I broke none of them.
26 April -HINTHINT-
Ixorian
2sevener'06
3e3 '07
4e3 '08
TP 1K08 '09
Full time slacker
Part time student
Also full time mood swinger
Head honcho and founder of MOSSP
Ministry Of Sexy Sick Perverts or,
Ministry Of Several Saintly People
A little crazy
Quite sadistic
Pretty perverted
Occasionally violent
Irresponsible
As mature as a four month old kid
Yaoi lover
Manga lover
Anime lover
Light haired bishounen lover
Sesshoumaru rawks
Byakuya is cool
My life is sad.
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